WOW!
Well it has been a while since my last post. I have been ANNOYINGLY
busy lately. I started school two weeks ago so I am having a hard
time juggling full time work, full time school, a grieving
mother, and the love of my life. Oh did I forget to mention me time?
HA hilarious.... Well, whatever I am handling everything
very smoothly well at least i think I am. I am keeping up with
my classes, getting to work on time, and even having time with my family.
So you may be wondering how I am doing so far with the bodybuilding.com
body transformation challenge. Well... It is week 3 day 2 and I am still
going strong!!!! WOOO!!! I am proud to report that my total loss since
November 28th when I started living a healthier lifestyle is 14 pounds gone!!!!
In the challenge alone I have dropped 3.5 lbs each week, bringing my
total to 7lbs! I am so proud of myself. I
have definitely had a couple really rough days. During my first
week just before my last meal, I was feeling extremely nauseous.
It was so terrible, I wanted to quit with all of my might. I just kept
repeating to myself, "You’re only going hard for 12 weeks... YOU CAN DO IT”
I stuck in there and the next morning I felt so great and guess what? The nauseous feeling
disappeared by the fourth day. I was concerned with how safe my program
could be if it was making me feel sick, so Jason did some research on it for
me. Since I have cut my calories so drastically and my body wasn't used
to the healthy or clean foods i was eating, my body was not well adjusted.
It seems that it just took a few days before my body realized what was
going on. I have noticed that if for some reason I do not eat my last
meal right on time, I do start to feel sick again though, so I have been very
certain to eat on time. On the first Friday of my challenge or
day 4, I was really bad off... I was craving every sort of sh*tty food
you could ever think of. I spent about an hour looking at the food
section of pinterest, practically drooling all over my computer. On my lunch
break I called Jason on the brink of tears. I was miserable. He
really helped me that day, he reminded me why I was doing this and all my goals
and plans I had for myself. He reminded me of the times that I had given
up in the past, and the terrible feelings that went along with that. It
got me through... then an hour later at my next meal it was time to take my
vitamins. Jason had filled my pillbox for me the night before, because I
received my new Opti-Women multi-vits. When I pulled out my pillbox, it
looked like there was a piece of trash crumpled up in the day’s
section. When I pulled the paper out this is what I found...

I re-found my motivation and kept going. I was/am so thankful to have
someone so supportive in my life. He really pushed me through that day
and man I am so happy he did. Last week, I threw a temper tantrum because
I couldn't have Starbucks. So he told me we could go out to dinner
on the weekend. We did and I was allowed to eat some garlic mashed
potatoes. And they were the best thing I have eaten in my entire life....
So here I am day 2 of week 3 still going strong! I am so proud of
myself!!
I found this on
where else... Pinterest and wanted to share:
Think about this next time you are unhappy with were you are at! You are doing something about it!!!!! Never give up and realize what you have WHEN YOU HAVE IT!!!!